Just for the heck of it, I decided to update my blog..

I don't really have much to say, just because my life has been so boring.. and always has been haha

At least, I don't find anything interesting about it.....

Lately I've just been trying to see all my friends before I leave next monday.

...

next monday...

oh geez.

I'm just gonna say it now. I DO NOT feel like I should be going off to college!!

It's way too soon! I'm only 18! I feel like I just entered high school last week!

I haven't even lived my teenage life to the fullest yet!

I'm already being thrown into the adult world!!

THIS IS NOT OK

Heck, I don't even feel like I'm old enough. I've watched all my friends and relatives leave for college and they seem like they've fully completed basically every step there possibly is for you in your social and school life 

before you leave for college. And here I am..

I am in no way socially mature, so I feel like even though I know a good majority of the people 

that are attending the school I'm going to, I'm still going to make a complete fool of myself.

Like always >.<'

I feel 12 again.

It's weird...

You don't truly understand how fast time flies until you look up and realize that it's time to get a move on and join the "adult world."

And then joining the adult world turns into paying taxes, and buying your own apartment, depending on your job to pay all your bills instead of your parents, and actually getting a REAL job. Like working in an OFFICE, and not just Johnny Rockets..

........

I should prolly shut up now xD

I don't like getting old.

I miss being a kid.

seriously.